So this morning I was listening to the radio while I cleaned and 3 different people called in to announce that the are having another child. I know this has "nothing" to do with me and I should be happy for them but I'M NOT. I don't understand why some ppl get several kids and I can't have my 2.I thought I couldn't get any angrier with GOD but....well I was wrong about that . How can he take MY son and then let everyone around me have several?What did I do to wrong to be deprived the chance to see my child grow? How could he take a child that was so loved and wanted just to allow others to be born? It doesn't make sense to me. All I know is it has been almost 11 months since my world crashed and I am so tired of feeling this way. I just want, no NEED my child. Why do I have to be the mother that mourns my son instead of celebrates with him. Life is so unfair and I HATE, what GOD has done to mine.