Bubba, You would wait for me to play, I always had to work. A job to do is what I would say, man, I feel like a jerk. We had a lot of fun, yes, this is true but now I am the one waiting for you. Love you pal, Daddy My family and I shared a lot of good times, we camped, fished, hiked, man, we did everything together. But, then came time for wants and needs. If only we had the money to get a house, anew car, whatever it was it called for more money. So i started to chase the almighty dollar. Dustin and Robyn would be playing outside or fighting inside and ask me to join in...but I was too busy. The last couple years of Dustins life I had cut back on working because I wanted to spend more time with the family. Man Im glad I made that move. I got to share more time more good quality time with my son before he went to Heaven. If you are reading this...please take this to heart. Money does not get you happiness. No matter what some people may say. If you trade all your time for money and chasing that dollar think of what you leave behind. Your family may be waiting for you and God forbid you find yourself in this situation will you be okay with the time you spent with your kids and family? Will it be enough I was blessed for 11 years with the perfect family. I feel we did a lot of good things together, but still I look back and see the what-ifs and could-haves and should-haves. And for anyone still feeling that the dollar is your dream, God bless you. But, one question, if your time has come to leave this Earth...what good will the dollar do you?