Why does there have to be so many stupid people in this world? Since Dustin's accident I have have been asked and told some of the dumbest things.I have no idea what these people are thinking.Even at almost 10 months the comments just keep coming. I have almost stopped going out in public because of them. When I do deceide to go out I put my blinders on(look straight ahead) and it is "in and out" as quick as possible.There is no more looking around the store for me.Sometimes I am lucky and manage to get in and out without any problems.Today I was not so lucky.I went in to get milk and the cashier happened to be the mother of a kid that was in Dustin's 2 grade class.This lady looked at me and had the nerve to ask if it has been a hard, long year since it happened. I was dumbfounded and before I could stop myself I had answered and i'm sorry to say it was colorful she then asked.. why we moved... again I should of stopped myself but I didnt. I know I was a little loud because as I turned to leave all eyes were on me. I am so tired of these questions. I wish people would THINK before they speak.If they could put themselves in my shoes for a moment I think they would realize just how much these comments hurt us to the core. Our new life just sucks!!! Right now we are planning a balloon release in Dustin's memory for his birthday, which is 1 month from today....I should be planning his 12th birthday party and trying to find something special to get him but nope...... I get balloons to release and the task of finding something for his grave...How do I act like April 4th is just another day? It's not. it is 1 of the most special days to me...the day I gave my husband a son, the son we both wanted so bad, the day we became the "perfect" family. Now it's just 1 more day to hurt and to realize just how much we have lost...Why God? Why did you do this? Why my boy?WHY? I HATE YOU with every beat of my broken heart!!!