Well 1st of I must say I was totally impressed with Renee.The things she said to me she had no way of researching.Renee even knew things that happened the night of the accident that we have not shared with anybody.I had a 40 min. read with her. I was so pleased for once I got what I wanted.My dad broght my son to me.I know he was there just because of what she said.I recorded the session and I find myself listening to certain spots just to hear her say..."I'M OK MOM" I have listened to that phrase over and over and the " He Says your the best Mom.I was given something Mon. that I never thought I would ever hear again.."He Loves You Mom" I can listen to that part of the tape all day.Its so sad to think that thats what I have to cling to..a tape not a boy.It's been almost 9 months and the ache to hold him grows stronger with each passing day.I miss my boy so much,I miss the way he always had a dirty face when he came home and the way he always picked me flowers(roots and all).I miss the way his pants were dirty beyond words and how his socks were everywhere.Its not like that anymore, theres no flowers to display,no pants to scrub,no socks to be found but most of all theres NO little boy face..the face I was suppose to see forever.How do you let go of someone you love so much?How do you let go of your child?How do you learn to live again?