I hate this new role I am forced to lead.Everyday is the same as the 1 before.Extreme pain and sorrow with no end in site.I miss Dustin so much I don't know how to be anything else but depressed.This grief has taken over me entirely.I miss the way our family use to be and the woman I once was.I am just a shell of a person forced to stay here and wait until it's my time.I love and miss you Dustin with all my heart and soal(as broken as they are)