I woke up this morning with 3 verses running through my head.I don't know what they mean or what i'm suppose to do with them.All I know is they describe Dustin to a T. Maybe it's those verses or the fact it's the 22 but I can't stop the tears today.I miss Bubba so. The anxiety attacks are back and once again I find the need for meds.. As if this day isn't crappy enough, Rob just called and the store announced that 1 of their managers was in an accident this morning and passed away.So needless to say I'm not the only one having thoses images today. It's so hard when these moments hit and knock you to your knees to find the strength to carry on. Robyn is what pulls us back to our feet and the reason we continue to fight, but i can't help but worry about her because of all the pressure this adds.She is just a child why must she carry this burden. I love my children both with all my heart I just don't know how to do this.