These last few days I have been given the most special gift I could receive. The time to talk openly and freely about Dustin. I know not many understand this but I still AM his mother and I have the need to brag about him too.I still want him to make a diffrence in this world.It takes a special kind of child to be able to "move" people, especially from the other side but lets face it...i've always known Dustin's destined for greatness and this helps prove it. So this morning when that "moment" snuck up on me, knocked me to my knees, I started crying and thinking I can't do this anymore, and then I thought about all Dustin has done for me these last few days with tears steady streaming down my face I smiled, knowing my son loves me and IS always by my side.....and he was right.....he will live with me forever...just like he told me so many times ☺