So Ticked Off

2008 July 06

Created by Corrina 15 years ago
It's no secret that I am ticked off about losing my son. For over a year have I struggled in so many ways I can't even begin to explain them. I knew that it was just time before people would start to forget my son but I thought family would be different.Boy, was I wrong!!!! Dustin's friends seem to have him and his memory clutched tight in their hands but some family members have taken the...."out of sight, out of mind" approach. I am so pissed off at these people I can't even bring myself to speak to them. I couldn't believe my ears when not 1 time but 3 different times when I said Dustin's name they responded who...WHO? you flipping jerks, how could you look me in the eyes and confirm one of my worst fears, that my son would be forgotten. I could handle his friends and teachers saying that but not FAMILY. All you did was twist the knife in my heart a little more. I wish I had the "nerve" to tell you how I feel about this and you, but lets face it.... you wouldn't get it. Yes I have loss my cool with putting up with you and your rudeness.I cannot believe that someone could forget the greatest boy to ever live. I thought you really loved my son and would stand side by side with me in this and make sure Dustin's memory lives on but you havent. I have complete strangers who see the specialness in my son helping me in this fight.So why can't you? I can answer that...MONEY!!If I paid you would that make a diffrence? How can you chose money over a precious child..again? I know when I go I will be proud to have "Family 1st" engraved on my stone, how will you feel about your dollar signs?