10 days!!!! In 10 days my son will be gone 2 years. I’m having a real bad day, the pain in my chest has me gasping for air and the ache in my arms is indescribable. I just need Dusty, I need to pull him close shower him with kisses and never let him go. I miss him so much. I don’t know how to do this anymore, I don’t want to hurt like this anymore. I don’t want to do this. I just want to wake up from this nightmare and see him run through the door with that smile, the smile that could light up the room...I just what my life back……Please