Today is one of those days that the sadness just overtakes me. It seems that everywhere I go or look there is a reminder that he is gone and today it is just to much to bear.I miss him so.I just can't stop the tears,I have tried biting my cheeks,puzzles and writing but the pain just won't stop. I dreamed of Dusty the other night,it felt to good to see and touch him, but like all the other dreams it ended to soon and I was left with empty arms. I was awaken with me yelling for him as the hurse took him away once again.Why must I go through this?What did I do to deserve this?OH BUBBA, can't you see how I need you?Why did God take you? Why oh why