I stood and watched Dustin's class accept their awards today and wondered which ones he would be receiving if he was here. The class dedicated the slide show to him which was very nice. I noticed how much the kids had changed and thought of how he may have changed. All speculations. I can't see the changes in his appearance, I can't hear the changes in his voice, I can't feel how strong he has gotten. I am left to offer the memorial awards in Dustin's name. Do I feel cheated? YES. Plain and simple I want my son back. I miss my pal. He was definitely my shadow. I miss that...having my right hand man at my side. Goodnight pal, I love you. Daddy