I sent out the invites today for Dustin's balloon release. I cannot begin to tell you how it feels to plan a memorial birthday gathering in his honor compaired to a birthday party. Life is so unfair, every memorial event feels like the knife in my heart is being twisted. We debated on if we should invite anyone or if it should be just the 3 of us. We don't want anybody to feel uncomfortable but ....I can't forget 1 of the most important days in my life.My son will always be a part of me and I refuse to let him and his memory be snuffed out by anyone. So on April 4th we will celebrate Bubba's birth as hard as that will be. We LOVE you Dustin and miss you with all our hearts