Corrina....I found your son's story through a myspace memorial to angels and your son was on there. I did a google search and found your memorial page to Dustin. I read your 8 Feb journal entry and a huge ball formed in my throat and tears filled my eyes. Corrina, if there was something I could do to take away your pain, I would. I know a woman who recently lost her son to a tragic accident. If you don't mind, I will give her this site and you both can support each other. She is a wonderful lady who is struggling as well. Please just know that people around the world are praying for you. God does everything for a reason. Who knows what the reasons are right now but I am sincerely praying for you...for some kind of understanding!!!!!! Your son is beautiful. He wants you to be happy. If you get a chance, find the book "Embraced by the Light" by Betty Eadie. It will bring you a little peace through this storm you are fighting your way through. I hope it helps you.