Corrina, I wish I could tell you things are going to be okay, that it will get better but I dont know that for sure. I cant even imagine what you guys are going through especially right now with the holidays approaching. Yes you do have Robyn, just hold her closer, make memories with her. Im not saying forget about Dusty because that just isnt possible. Ive been trying to figure out what I can do to make your holiday...not better but easier & I cant think of anything. We were at Pizza Hut the other night & on the kids place mats they had "if you had a genie that could grant you one wish a day what would you wish for" Mark & I both wished that we could bring Dustin back. I dont know if he was put on this earth to teach us all something or if he learned his lesson already. I cant believe God took him for no good reason, I just dont know what his reason was. I have a problem with him taking his children before they are old Ive been trying to write this without crying but have been very unsuccessful. My point is that Im very worried about you & Im here if you EVER need to talk or just cry. Okay? Love you! Shannon