Hi Corrina, My name is Danielle. I'd like to start by saying Im so very sorry for the loss of your precious son Dustin.I know we have never met but I saw your story/ Dustins' memorial song on the John Edward show. I found my way to this memorial website and have been so touched by your journal. I too am a parent and although I have never lost a child I can somehow feel a tiny bit of your immense grief. My heart goes out to you (and your family) and I wish so much that you could find the peace and comfort you are searching for. I too have suffered from loss recently and know first hand that it is so difficult, and leaves you feeling very lonley. You are not alone...even though you often feel that way... you keep doing the best that you can...be patient with yourself. You lost your child! It is going to take time, and only you can decide how much time that will be. I believe you are doing the best you can, and that is all anyone should ever expect. Please take care of yourself! Danielle