Corrina, My name is Amanda, I am from Ogdensburg and the proud mom of 3 little guys, I have always been the one to make sure the house is clean, toys are picked up, laundry is done... on and on....while i am doing all this my little guys are watching tv, playing a game, coloring... what ever they want....i had to make sure the house was clean for whom ever may pop in...... after reading your journal, and knowing Dustin personaly, I vow to no longer let my children play alone... I now promise to my self that I will cuddle during the movie that we have watched 4 times already, i will color with the crayons that are no bigger than my finger nail, I will laugh during the farting contest, instead of telling them how inapproprite it is... I will read the same book 50 times before they fall asleep, I vow to take a million pictures of the kids playing out side in their grass stained jeans that i just bought for school... I will let them eat pop corn in the living room.. maybe even join in on a food fight or 2... You have changed my out look on life... my little guys are my everything...always have been... just havent taken the time to show it.... nows the time... and for that WE thank you!